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Still busy but Iíve noticed some tendon laxity (I think this is what it is officially called?) on the 4th finger of my right hand. Bring on the hand deformities! That didnít take long, did it? Diagnosed almost a year ago to the day, and already with the fucked up Wicked Witch of the West action.

Fuck you rheumatoid arthritis.

Iím sure all of this work isnít doing my hands any good, but what the hell am I supposed to do? Go on disability? I donít have disability insurance. Am I supposed to find a new career, one in which I donít need to use my hands? How do you not use your hands? What kind of a new career do you train for where you donít have spend a lot of time WRITING? I canít even be a supermarket checker.

I am so mad. It would be so much better if someone less active, less hand-dependent, less graphic designery, less ME could have gotten this disease.

So much for thinking the world was awesome and shiny and new! I hate it when Iím in such a foul mood.

I think I need to go home now.

8:42 p.m. - 2006-04-13



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